roller derby saved my soul ok so i've been on the Melt Down Town Derby Dames since about the end of august last year (2007)....i love derby i love the sport the whole attitude of it, and i am starting to think i am alittle obsessed cause if i am not skating, i am reading, or watching something about derby.....it's the only sport i would ever do, and i am proud of how far i have come...with that being said, what really sucks is i havent come that far, not in comparison to everyone else......i thought staying up on skates was good (which i still am not a pro at), but looking at how slowly it has taking me to get to where i am is alittle discouraging....watching other girls surpass me, i think i am the worst girl that has been on the team for the longest....but i can work past that someday....my ideas or inputs seem to be shit too...i have to learn to not say anything to anyone anymore....cause i have been trying to research alot about derby, i try and listen to every ounce of advice other teams, coaches etc have given me, cause thats helped me alot with knowing what exactly i am doing wrong, and the right way to do things...but if i try to pass the advice or input on no one listens, and i feel like they are annoyed by me.....and it could be largly that i am saying things the wrong way, but to be honest i am socially retarded, i dont know how to interact with people....i am not close to anyone on the league, with exception of meghan, so i have no one i can voice my thoughts too....but on the bright side i have been deemed the best faller from falling so damn much so i have that to look forward too :D.....this is just me venting......I am gonna keep trying in roller derby, try my hardest, learn all i can and practice all i can, and one day i will be good, and i'll be that much prouder of myself for doing what nobody thought i could.....atleast i have faith that i can do it, even if it takes me alot longer than others XoXo ~me~
Current Mood: determined Current Music:digging up the corpses- Devil Driver
I Miss the Pip right now......and my computers clock is all wrong.....anyways i haven't really updated on here in a long time, not that anyone pays attention, i guess i like rambleing on to myself, over the internet....haha.....
last weekend was awesome, me and Pip did alot of random walking to random places, we actually found a couple neat little places, that and we took slayer with us which was fun, he's huge now, well as huge as a rat terrier/pit bull can get.... demon eyes....ok so these pics were from awhile ago.... casber and raja are in the picture aswell.....
i also lost my new cell phone, probably when we went to the lake at 1 am.....so now i have to find a way to replace it....i still need a job....
there is a queers show coming up that i am dragging Pip to, he's gonna hate me for it.....
lately i've been mostly spending time with pip, and sewing some clothes....i made a black and white striped bra with lace, it looks like shit, but i am getting abit better at this stuff... haha i love how i don't ever look a day over 10...ewwwwwwwwww.....
John Waters is gonna have show on court t.v....it's something like till death do us part...not sure, but i'm looking forward to it....
XOXO ~me~
Current Mood: bored Current Music:Partytime-45 Grave
while i tried not to get involved with the pettiness, and immaturness, i really did...fuck it...the person that i now refer to as crotchne(thats when someone has so much acne on their face and body, that they probably have acne of the crotch, which also results in them wearing pounds of white make-up to TRY and hide it) she wants to start shit with me, then i am not gonna take it anymore....i'll fuck her up, shes a stupid cunt anyways... XOXO ~me~
Current Mood: pissed off Current Music:Evil- 45 Grave
This makes me laugh, i about pee'd myself.....but i really do like danzig
and this makes me happy...
Happy Valentines day.....even if it is highly commercialized....last year i made Pip a card, and drew a realistic looking heart being sewn together on it.....this year its skeletons of us, and a bone heart surrounding it....i'm so sappy anymore....but it would be sweet-tastic if i could draw....
horrible car wreck so this week was the first week i am in school, its only been 3 days......and one of my closest friends catlin, his friend jordon who was driving, cassey, clay, and 2 other people were driving home from school, all cramped up in jordons car, so none of them were wearing seatbelts, and they got in a wreck.....and 4 of them got thrown out of the car....i'm not so sure about the details, but 4 of em are suppose to have been ok, they were taken over to baptist hospital, and 2 got flown to evansville in critical condition, and i just got informed that cassey ended up dieing.....apparently catlin is ok, so that atleast is a good thing, but today has just not been the best day, and at first laura called to tell me bout it, and she thought 3 of them were dead, including catlin........so i was freaking out about it at first......ugh, i just wish i could get ahold of catlin or something....
when shit hits the fan So just now the shit did hit the fan......and i wont lie, i had a huge part in it.....but i think the reason i get this way is because i supress things for far too long....and when i want to discuss the problem, no one has time, they'd rather sit on their ass, or get on the fucking net then talk about it rather than argue...now i know i am not innocent in anyway in this situation, and i shoud of handled it better, but going on for months now, me and pip, the only person i love, or cares bout me, he's the only person who is their for me, have to walk on fucking egg shells whenever we're around certian people.....because their feelings don't need to be hurt, but in hyprocriticy its ok for them to call pip a cock sucker, and any other name under the sun....so we have to let someone tell me how i handle someone using and borrowing my stuff i.e. my makeup with out asking, they can talk shit bout how shitty i am at guitar, etc, and i see the way they act as if they are higher than everyone constantly, and i have to make sure i dont even tease them cause "it would hurt their feelings"....i shouldnt of let it go so long with out saying anything, and thats my fault, but i am not gonna sit by and let someone talk shit, use vulgarity, and language against pip, and on the other end i cant say shit about anything that bothers me.....well i am sorry, i havent been handleing the situation well, and i am sorry for being the mega bitch that i can be...and maybe pip seems hateful, when he really doesnt mean to be, because of the way i feel about everything....eitherway, i am not asking him to be nice anymore, and i cant be responsible for if he is rude, the only reason he is going to be, is cause i finally told him about all the double standards, he is suppose to be nice, but shit talking about him can be done...i'm fucking tired of it, and i'm not trying anymore...on the other hand, i am just completely staying out of the way, because i am not going to induce fit throwing on other peoples behalf, and i know i should handle things better, and shouldnt be such a bitch.....anyways i am done rambleing, and sorry to all that is involved, this is just how i feel, but i will react more calmly from now on...
anyways havent updated in forever i do believe.....been busy with doing, absolutely nothing, sept being bored out of my skull....but i have been hanging out with my man
this is what happens when you put a bleach cap and pip together....
haha damn he makes me laugh, but shhh i didnt post these pics
sCHutt up, if you a identity stealing, name dropping cunt, and stop asking me to be your "bestfriend" again, and mind your own damn business, and stop trying to associate with me
and for fucks sake, would underage girls keep their damn clothes on for 5 secs for profile pics, the whole i have a hand covering my nipple so i am not naked shit, is getting old, i really dont want to see your skanky attempt at being sexy, and the only one who probably does is some creepy old tab cola drinking old man that wants to met up with you at a fast food joint, and do god knows what, get some respect for yourself, and some clothes...k thanks....anyways i think some clothing is alot more attractive than none, something about leaving some of it to the imagination appeals more, thought there is such thing as artistic nudity i agree....anyways if you are gonna be a naked whore for you cam, then wait till your 18 atleast
on another note, got an independents show to go to tomorrow at ezekiels in metro. should be fun, first show i have been to in about 5 months, and also its a horror punk band, that is actually good, so i am happy, we need more horrorpunk bands to play here.....jager and vodka, thanks to lovely sarina :D....
off to sleep now XOXO ~me~
Current Mood: content Current Music:Misfits- Hybrid Moments
i always wondered what it takes fifteen stitches and a soft parody to make my eyes be like deceit, believe the sting, proves heart to me
and now i know that you love me thank god that you love at all dislocated at the joint timing is everything in the bed 'cause you'll sleep for hours to keep away then sink the teeth and bat your eyes
now i know that you love me thank god you love at all
what surprise i was right here going off and going on [repeat]
at least now i know that you love me thank god that you love at all what surprise i was right here going off going on dai the flu.
anyways i am loving this new single, but i suspected i would, considering i have liked all their music, from old to new......the video is visually stunning, i love the bunnies, and the band looks beautiful as always, and the building they play in is stunning aswell....but i love youtube, cause they had the directors cut of the video, and it showed the begining, and showed a preview to some more of the album.....i am definitely gonna buy the album when it comes out, i have high hopes for it.... anyways, i recently got around to stretching my ears to a 00ga....it was awesome, cause i did it in the shower, while the hot water was running, and i had no problem whatsoever getting my right plug in, the other one required some straining, but not much, which means these babys will heal fast, or so i hope, so i can keep on stretching......
Pip, being the awesome boyfriend that he is, is getting me the gift of a lip-ring, he's went out of his way to get the needle and the ring, so i am excited, Catlin says he can see me with a lip ring and that it will suite me well, just 2 more weeks till i can get it(i cant cause i am currently in school, and they have a dress code against piercings).....unfortunely Pips new bridge piercing that i loved, it was sexy as fuck, closed up last night while he was sleeping, the bar fell out :(.........
the 31st is Pips 21st b-day...he's all grown up!...i bought him the new Tool cd as a present, but gave it to him early, cause knowing my luck he would go out in buy it before his b-day comes around....things like this has happened before with him *shakes fist* but i have other plans aswell, and i already oked it with my mom to spend the whole day with him, as in i dont have to work.....
today i skipped school, Mom had a appointment in Nashville for a neurosurgeon, i had wanted to go with her from the get go, and then my dad called and told her to let me skip school so i can go with her.....i was kinda scared about her driving by herself, because she has been in alot of pain, and driving the freeway around nashville is a pain in the ass as it is, and she has the worst sense of direction.....we did manage to get lost, but we left early enough ahead of time to make it to her appointment on time.....according to the doctor, she might not need surgery, which is a huge relief, they are gonna see if steriod injections into her spine will relieve some of her symptoms, which doesnt sound fun for her at all, but its not life threating, so hopefully it helps.....oh well i just hope things dont get worse for her, i hate seeing her in pain, and it is stressing her out cause she is in the middle of opening her business.....
i am off for a smoke break, and to walk the dog i am watching after... XOXO ~me~
corsetry some time this weekend i get a big old pay check....ok maybe not big old, as much as i am gonna get paid for hydrowashing a lab, and looking after it for a week, which i think adds up to about 50$ at the least, most likely 15$ more than that, according to my moms pricing......since she cant handle any big dogs untill she has a surgery, i take care of 'em and i get the pay at the end....anyways to my point of this entry, anyone know any good sites that sell corsets, i am leaning towards getting a vinyl one, and i preferably want one that ties up, i hardly like ones that zip up, either way any sites with non leather corsets would much be appreciate, since i have already decided that if i find one i like, thats what i am blowing my money on it....we dont have any stores around here that sell any corsets, or anything remotely like it....and preferably a site for the U.S. is what i am looking for... XOXO ~me~
Current Mood: hopeful Current Music:Ghouls-The Horrorpops
anyone know how embedd youtube videos on lj? cause obviously i am a dumbass and did it wrong, thats what my last 2 entries were suppose to be....
i took some pictures resently of my sisters mods, a tattoo she had done around her graduation, and a picture of her freshly done septum piercing...Meghan let me come along with her for her septum piercing, we waited about 45 minutes for the piercer to come back from a lunch break, i think originially she wanted to just talk to him about it, but since we waited so long, she decided to get it done then and there, it looks great on her, i think it suits her face well.....but watching her get pierced made me yearn for piercings, and made me realized that piercings is what i want to do for a live, aswell as other mods, i would want to do tattooing, but i am limited on artistic talent, and i believe tattoo artist should be good artist.....all in all its a passion of mine i am going to persue i think the pictures are beautiful, Meghan is truely a beautiful person inside and out, and she has been a big supporter of me in my life, though she has seen the many mistakes i have made, and she has been there for me, we might bicker like cats and dogs, but what are sisters for?..and i can't get bored with her silliness and Cure obsessed personality....
another very important person in my life is Pip i cant be thankfull enough for him coming into my life, its been amazing every since i have known him, he makes me a better person
i usually do NOT discuss my personal life on the net, and i appreciate others not to talk about my life on here either, but today is an exception.....onto something not so pleasant.....i might just be a horrible person, but i am tired of the bullshit.....Immitation is the highest form of flattery, or so my mother tells me....but there is a limit.....from wanting to persue the same perfession as me, when i got into body modification etc. so now they want to be a piercer, when i truely believe this person has enough talent to do whatever she wants, if only she would be herself....to buying the same clothes, gloves, to getting the same haircut, to shaving thier eyebrows off, and doing thier make-up just like mine, to using the same words and phrases i do, and liking the same music, even if they have never heard a band, as i do.....maybe i am immature, and it shouldn't bother me, but it does, it is my identity, i have my style, that i know is not unique, no one is original, but its a style and things i am intrested in that i enjoy, and make me happy...but i feel as if my identity is being robbed......and i let it all go with out saying anything for so long...and thats not the straw that broke the camels back for me
i do not blame a single person for all the stress in my life, the stress in my life is caused from many different things, but i am trying to work away from so much stress, and Unesseccary drama....its not just a random decision, but i really need to do this for me, and my Health.....i do learn how to mannage my stress in a positive way, that is something i can only do for myself...but teenage girl drama does not help....and i had the she said he said bullshit game, talk to me, straight to me, dont go around asking what is going on with me, no one knows but me what is going on with me...and i am a understanding person, and i think most anyone who knows me even alittle knows i am a good listener....i love to listen and help people out....and in return i usually dont have people who will listen and be supportive of me, they just love it when i am there for them....and i am fed up of that...i am tired of being used, and taken advantage of....the person who thinks i hate them, i was there for them when they were upset over their dad being a facist asshole, i was even there for them when their parents were going through a divorce, something i have pretty much been through, and i handle really well i think.....but now more than ever i need support, and real friendship, and 100% trust, and people who are there for me, and with you i fall flat on my face....how come someone who is my "best friend" cant be understanding of me when i ask them to? is that too much to ask for? from someone i have known for 3 years? oh well i must be insane.....i am surrounding myself with people that i love, trust, and who support me no matter what....they take the time out of the day to listen to me the few times i need it....or talk to me....its sad when someone cant even talk to you....that cant be normal...and trust is something i regard highly, once its lost it almost never comes back, and i was edging towards it slowly with you, but you push it further and further away
as for the rumors everyone loves to spread....no me and laura are NOT together, we never were, nore would we ever be, she lacks personality from all i can see lately, that and trust 2 things i look for in someone, and that wouldnt matter cause i found the person i am meant to be with, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, and i sure as hell wasnt looking for this, i just stumbled into the love of my life, Pip...another thing, she might look like me, but she is not,stop confusing the 2....and another thing she is NOT dating Pip, pip doesnt even like her to be honest...
with this entry i must seem Harsh, Selfish,a Horrible person, a terrible friend, and everything else you can think of, but at this point i dont care anymore, i dont live to please anyone
and yes laura i am welling to talk, i am not a complete asshole, and i apologize if i hurt your feelings in anyway, but i am tired of being used, all the bullshit, and i am feed up with the mean things you have said over the years.....
i am off to bed to sleep, sorry for the huge entry, but i will update with better stuff tomorrow....none of this long whiny bullshit..... XOXO ~me~
Current Mood: pissed off Current Music:Skinny Puppy- Cult
Can’t you see I’m easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I’ve got more friends like you What do I do?
is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I’ve been Belong You can’t be something you’re not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time
Respect, Walk
Run your mouth when I’m not around It’s easy to achieve You cry to weak friends that sympathize Can you hear the violins playing you song? Those same friends tell me your every word
is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I’ve been Belong You can’t be something you’re not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time
I can change, I can cut it open, Look at me the way you did before i fucked up again today.... only difference is this time it really mattered i never knew i could feel this way never knew i could love someone SO much but i fucked up yet i have never felt this horrible i cried all my make-up off the blood has stained my shirt i dont know what to do, i dont want to live with out him .....i fucked up
I've made so many mistakes lately....i am broken i think......and the mistakes just stick.....a few of them will be this dark cloud over me for the rest of my life......i dont know what to do anymore...i havent been well for along time....i get sick at the thought of myself...
Sorry, i didnt mean to cause so many people i love, so much pain......
and to for the people who actually read this bullshit, i am sorry....and to everyone, i most likely wont be around, but dont think i have stopped caring......i wish everyone the best
XoXo ~kelsey~
Current Mood: nauseated Current Music:Heroes-Bowie
been forever and a day since i have updated.....but i have Alot going on......the people that i love, and know whats going on, all try to be supportive of me......but everyone looks at me differently, either like i am fragile and am gonna break, or like i am gonna infect them with my problems......if i could change things i would....but life throws you curves, i am am just going to have to grow up, and face my problem....and learn to live with it....but sometimes i feel like i have no future, or that days or even weeks of my life are being taken out.....i am not even sure if i am going to accomplish most the dreams, and goals i had for me.....its a wasted future....and i hope everyone can stop looking at me, with this tainted vision of what i am now.....
on a different note, i went shopping abit yesterday, i got some gloves and a jacket that is all skeletony...i just really like bones......but one of the stores was having a close-out sell, and they were selling "Hedwig and the Angry Inch"....i wanted to get it for me, and meggy, but i was low on funds, and couldn't....but it is coming on the IFC channel tonight so i am recording it.....i am such a dork.....i have been looking for a few cds lately, but of course because they aren't "big" bands, i cant find them anywhere around here...i guess i will have to order 'em......Ooo i told laura how to make shirts with tights, so i guess shes been trying that out now, and she says she has been experimenting with her style, which is awesome......shes been getting into deathrock and industrial music, but their are so many good bands in those genres that she hasnt heard, so hopefully i can get around to making her some cds, if my computer stops acting up.....
I have a doctors appoinment on friday....is just suppose to be a routine type one i guess....and i think i have bronchitus(or however you spell it) again, so i guess it is good i am going.....to bad i am not going to my regular doctor, he's a really nice guy, with this scar that runs down his face, its beautiful, and he listens to the Cure, so of course meghan likes going to him.......
Ich vermisse dich!!! Well i MISS my sisters, and my nephews and all that, i was looking at some of the pics we took during thier visit last christmas, i'll have to post some later, cause the damn computers at school have blocked the copy and paste buttons....facist assholes.....anyways, this summer i am going to visit them all in Alaska, and hopefully my old friend Autumn too.......i am suppose to stay up their all summer, but i am not sure if i will yet, it'll be hard for me to not be able to see pip....but jazz and brad want to take me fishing, which is funny, cause i will just set the fish free hehe.......but i think it will be good for me, and plus jasmine has been helping me out alot, cause she is one of the few people that can relate sorta what i am going through....i worry bout her so much though, she's had so many medical problems over the years, shes only 24 and she has had more problems then most people over 50......and it seems like they can never see what causes her problems.....either way she is a great sister, and one of the best mothers i have seen.....i respect and admire her alot for that.....
well gotta head off, the bell is about to ring.. XOXO ~me~
Current Mood: indescribable Current Music:Water-Ohgr
I Love Iggy and the Stooges i am currently listening to their "Raw Power" cd.....its been forever since i have listen to iggy, i love it....anyways, just got a call from Kara, haha while she was in the bath, man my sisters are weird....i was like?! is that the only time you can use the phone lmao....but it was ace, cause i havent heard from her in awhile, we talked about me going and visiting alaska this summer, i am gonna stay with her and jazzy....it's gonna be fuckin' awesome, i havent been there in 3 or more years, i miss everyone... and here is a random pic from yesterday yesterday, i went to Pips, we ate chinesse food, and watch pulp fiction, it was great, i love hanging out with him, and chinesse food and pulp fiction are some of my favorite things....i bought reservoir dogs the other day too :D......
Tomorrow, mom wants to do this whole St. Patrick day dinner thing, its gonna be alot of irish food, and alcohol, and i guess alot of our family is coming over like Nanna, Pappa, aunt Beth and aunt suzy, and ashlee, and jr. i am not sure who all else is coming, megs boyfriend patrick is coming, and i we are gonna pick up Pip too....i told him to be prepared, he has never been around my family, at all really, he has been around my mom briefly and thats about it, but my family+alcohol= chaos most the time lol....
anyways i am off to call my Pip....Happy St. Patricks day.... X0X0 ~me~
Current Mood: bouncy Current Music:No Fun- The Stooges
Our water is fucked, and all i want to do is take a shower :(....the water is all rusty and smells like dirt, i guess it has to do with it being well water and thats why its messing up...i dont like well water in the first place, i like the bleached up city water, but i really dont like it now that i am not able to take a shower due to it....i am probably gonna have to go to my grandparents to shower tonight, or something, i am desperate.....
we're suppose to be checking out a gym in paducah sometime this week, hopefully today, i wanna start working out again, i have aways to go....i am probably just gonna use the one in calvert though, cause its right next to pips house, and i am gonna try and get a job at the subway there or something, i want to work at subway cause its fast food, but its not.....in away.....i am trying to talk meg into driving me up there tomorrow so i can get and application, and hopefully stop at the hippie store to get some more incents.....
i'm still permitless....but if i get my ss card this week i am gonna go get it, if not i have to wait till the thursday after next.....i have to get it soon though, or i am going to fail the drivers ed. class i am taking at school....i might be able to skip up and graduate school next year, that is if keep my grades up(something i have never been good at)....cause i worked out my schedule for next year so that i took all the classes that i Need to get a standard deplomia...i hope it all works out, i want to graduate, but if i have to i will go to alternative classes to graduate....i have been reading alot as of late, it started with me reading "Memoirs Of A Geisha" that book was amazing, i want to see the movie as well.....and then i read "A Long Hard Road out of Hell" now i am reading "the Dirt" which i should be done with by the end of this week, and i will be looking for a new book to read....any suggestions?
The SG dvd was awesome, it was more of a documentary of their 2004 tour, but i enjoyed it.....i still have a bunch of shirts and etc. that i need to work on....just need the motivation lol.....i am thinking bout dying my hair with something other than the just black, i just dont have any ideas yet....and i am trying to get my lip pierced, but its the hardest thing finding someone who can and wil do it...i have been listening to lots of Skinny Puppy, Ministry, David Bowie, Siouxsie, APC, , and Specimen lately, and if that makes me a buttrocker meg, atleast you arent alone now LOL....oh and meg "I'm Old Gregg!!!"...there is this british show called "the mighty Boosh" check it out sometime its so odd, but hilarious, meg got me into it....i am gonna update my journal more, but i am gonna try and make it more interesting than this entry lol.....well i am done with my damn rambling XOXO ~me~
Current Mood: bored Current Music:Red Carpet, and Rebellion- Distillers
lol woke up this morning, i took some nyquil last night, so i was fucking tired, and got ready for school, i figured that yeah i had missed the bus or something, so i had my mom drive me all the way there, and no one was there, so i guess it was canceled, or today is some holiday i dont know bout? oh well i am dumb either way, and too tired to care lol, its fucking sad....so here is some random pics, of my new hair, and my baby(my guitar), etc....
so this cold is completely kicking my ass...i took some cold medicine, and its kicking my ass too, i am all drowsy and all that good stuff...me and meg were just watching some dumb show on mtv(one of the few times i did watch tv, due to the fact i hate tv) and its called parental control or something....basically its the parents hating their kids partners, so they set them up on 2 blind dates, one chosen by the dad, and one by the mom....anyways the one i watch was about this girl, and her boyfriend who is vegan, tattooed, and pierced....so of course her dad hates him cause he is this "macho" hunter type guys, and according to him the fact her boyfriend doesnt beleive in cruelty to animals, and has plenty of body mods, he is some how less of a man?....he was hardly femme at all, he didnt wear make-up, he didn't wear girls clothing, he actually had lots of hair, and was manly in my opinion (not that femme guys are bad, i actually love femme guys, cause they are themselves)...anyways so this girl practically is saying the fact she got into tattoos/piercings was only cause she started dating him, and that he was the reason she was less active(she used to run track), but in my opinion, that is all her choice, its her body, the tattoos and piercings on it are there because she got them, and i donno it was mean how the mom and dad were harping on him the whole time he had to watch his girlfriend go on another date, like that isnt hard enough, in the end she chose some other guy and dumped him....but i find it rediculious how cruel this whole thing was to him, and how in the end she blamed him for her life choices, if she didnt want to be pierced/tattooed/vegan, then why the hell was she? it makes no sense, she is either super weak and dumb, so she did it to fit in, or she just doesnt want to admit that she did this for her, cause of her parents so she blames him, instead of taking on the responsibility of standing up for what she beleives in....anyways, enough with that rant...i went over to hang out with Pip last night, i dont know, he makes my face hurt from smiling so much, and i get butterflys from him, i honestly dont member the last time i got butterflys over someone, its a great feeling....and he is so sweet, i donno, but hopefully we will get to hang out tonight, he hasnt called me yet today, but i hope he does when he gets a chance...i am off to lay down and wait for this medicine to wear off, and hang out with meg-head... XoXo ~me~
Current Mood: sick Current Music:weak and powerless- APC
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